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picture of the day

fallen in love with sunset these days... makes me feel calm...

picture of the day

i wish i were the girl in the picture, watching sunset at the beachside, with the man she loves
午夜12点,
没有星星的天空,
偌大的房子里,只剩下我一个人,
原本寂寞的心,让整个夜晚更加难熬。
寂寞在此时变得更加得可怕,
可怕到令人不想思考,不想说话,不想跟任何人联系。。。
其实,
我知道错了,
只不过,我不想认错,
因为爱你不是我所能控制的。。。
想你的心, 让我变得无理取闹,变得孩子气。。。
我低头了。
对不起,
我只想和你在一起,也许不能到永远,但我想为自己的幸福而努力。。。
也许你眼中这一切都变得多余,
也不奢望你看到后会有什么反应,
我只想在寂寞的夜里,
大声呐喊,想要告诉全世界,
我依然爱着你!
i dont know what i'm doing. I tried hard to control myself but sometimes i lose control. am i doing sth wrong? i do not know. am i doing right? i dont think so too.
frankly, i'm stressed after all these, but i still wish to do something for us. I hope that this will work and we'll continue to be good. Being alone is hard, but who isn't alone in this world. I know no one can accompany me for the whole life. Being independent is what i need to do now. Sorry that i ignored some of ur advices, my friends, but i know what i am doing. Please give me the strength and i hope what i've done all these while is worth it.
haven't been in a good mood lately... actually even i myself also doubt if i'm crazy... nothing happen and yet mood swing so often till i start hating myself...
手和手无法相握的日子里,我们期待着心与心的相逢。距离是一项严酷的考验,我希望熬过了寒冷之后就有春天 -- say forever
阴晴不定的天气,
让心情也跟着糟透了。。。
不想跟任何人说话,
不想做任何事,
只想一个人静一静。。。 莫名其妙的觉得突然间自己是个没人爱,
没人疼得臭老人,
别可怜我,我只是在乱发脾气。。。 晚安!
Bought this bag from klcc the other day when i went shopping with elianes and gg.... my school bag is so torn that i dare not bring it out anymore... haha! though it cost me RM114.50 but i still think it's quite worth it as i like this bag quite a lot... hehe!
good luck seems to be coming to me lately... because of the stupid ptptn form submission queue i didn't have enough time to study for my test.. luckily elaine and shiyun are willing to help me during the test.. and i got the paper back yesterday... i got 31/50!! thank you both so so much... miao.. remember this, when u're at the bottom-most, it's time good luck come to u.. be patient, dont grumble because of having bad luck all the time... even me also walking up to a better position, i know your time is coming soon too... just stay happy all the time, and good luck will come to u... trust me!
很羡慕小瑜。。。他们俩虽然分割两地,但连我也感觉得到,他们的心总是紧紧地相依,从来不因为任何因素而变得淡薄。。。也许他们经营爱情的方式,成熟的并非一般人可以理解吧。。。远距离的爱情,真得很需要两个人互相体谅,互相关心,互相信任。。。但这并不容易。。。经历过大风大浪的爱情,也许真的比较经得起考验吧。。。
我知道没有人愿意天天听我诉苦,我真得很烦,我快撑不下去了。我已经很努力不乱发脾气了,可是,你怎么就仗着只要我一发脾气就要跟我分手,就让我什么都听你的?我们不可能天天见面,但为什么连说话的基本沟通时间都不给我? 再这样下去,我们两个迟早变成陌生人。你从不告诉我你周遭发生了什么事,你要我怎样了解你多一点呢?当我跟你说话时,你好像从来都没有在认真听我说。人家说远距离恋爱靠的是相信和沟通,可是你却让我觉得你在敷衍我。我真的很难过。我以为上一次的事情过后你会更加珍惜这段感情,但我为什么觉得你总是对它爱理不理呢?
it's getting harder and harder... the bond in between is getting weaker... i tried hard but i dun see the other party's effort... life is hard... everything has been so hard
I WON an RM 1000 voucher from an IKEA's online contest... It's RM1000 man!! never in my life had i won any of these prizes before.. knew bout this a few days ago actually... but i haven't got the thing so dare not show off cause scare it's a swindle.. went all the way to ikea to collect the voucher today... and i managed to sell all the voucher, though with a loss of 250, i'm still very happy... haha! luckily elaine and meiyee are not 'paise' to help me sell my voucher, else i'll still be worrying how to get the money... haha! and after that, cause i promised to give them all a treat, 9 of us went to yuen steamboat for dinner.. had a great time thr.. ate a lot of ice cream and took a lot of picture... hehe!! yeah yeah, i'm a rich girl, at least for this week la.. haha!
xiaoyu, u can never imagine how scary the queue is.... the first person reached college at 4.30am, u know? everyone's crazy already... and i was so angry, many ppl skipped the queue and went in with the help of their friends ba.. when i reached, there's someone counting the number of ppl, i was about 380 plus.. and when i get the number, i was 472. meaning about 100 people skipped the queue... damn unfair lar... and this morning i had a test... didn't even have the time to study.. this is the first time in my life that when i see the question paper, i totally had no idea what to write.. luckily both my frens sitting on my left and right helped me.. but i think the result will still be very pathetic.. haha! and i got more angry and the lecturer is being so inconsiderate! she scolded those who applied to take their coursework at a later time because they need to queue for the loan thingy and dont let them take their tests... wtf.... she said, some ppl just dont know wat is more important in their life... wtf, if i dont have the money to continue my studies, even i pass this coursework and can go for final exam so wat? no money means i cannot continue my studies... i nvr hated a lecturer so much... u just do not know how many time we spent on queueing and waiting just to get the RM13000 to continue our studies...

PTPTN.... argh....

woke up at 5am and reached coll at 6.20am.. and i thought i'm already early enough but who knows i'm already towards the 400th... it's 5.40pm and it's not even my turn yet.. need to go back to coll at around 6.30pm.. haih...
damn PTPTN.... i went to queue up at 7.40am and until at 10am then they tell me the quota is 500 people.. those after the 500th have to come back tomorrow! damn it! guess i'll need to go at 6am tomorrow.. wish me luck pals.. if i dont get all the things done by tomorrow then i'll be GG...
went sing k then shopping the whole day!!! hap hap... and i'm so satisfied with my result today... hiak hiak!! finally bought the right bottom to match this top which i bought so long ago... this pants-skirt, from fcuk, guess how much? it only cost me 36 bucks!!!! and the shoes, 20 bucks.... hap hap!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!