All of my life, I've been.....

2012-01-27T18:55:00.000+08:00

心很痛，因为真的很爱很爱了。

不要在把我捧在手里当公主一样疼后，

突然放手说要离我而去，

因为我学不会独立了。

2011-12-12T22:43:00.001+08:00

猪！我在想你。

傻了吧？

2011-11-21T07:11:00.002+08:00

被爱是幸福的，你幸福了没？

2011-11-04T20:58:00.001+08:00

knowing that there's someone out there who cares for you like you're a kid, that's happiness. :)

2011-09-04T00:28:00.002+08:00

i need a really warm hug....

2011-09-03T07:24:00.000+08:00

2005.09.03 心动的开始 2011.06.30 心痛的结束 2011.09.03 一个人的我，依然会过得很好。有一天，我会骄傲地指着心脏，告诉你，这里换人了!

2011-08-28T18:54:00.000+08:00

broken necklace.
end of story.
it's time to forget the past and anticipate my new life.
虽然没有项链挂在颈上很不习惯，但我会勇敢一个人走下去的！

2011-08-18T22:46:00.000+08:00

what's happening to me?

i hate being alone.

arghhhhhh

2011-08-17T19:37:00.001+08:00

人 emo 不是病，但是 emo 起来还真是要命。
started wondering if i'm really that stupid. where's my brain gone?
thinking of going out with someone and yet i dont know who to find.
feel like eating japanese food but who should I call.
i haven't even been to the new cineplex in town!!!!!

对啊，我就是喜欢扮可怜，怎样？！

2011-08-14T01:48:00.000+08:00

emotionally affected, seriously.

worse than the feeling when someone said goodbye.

never thought a joke could end up like this.

the whole week's gonna be bad.

2011-07-30T17:29:00.002+08:00

隐隐作痛的心

2011-07-28T20:24:00.000+08:00

幸福，你什么时候才会到我身边？

2011-07-10T20:54:00.002+08:00

i miss u, badly.

2011-07-05T18:42:00.000+08:00

was watching csi. nick told dr ray to take off his wedding ring before he goes to his ex-wife's wedding. is it time for me to take off the necklace too?

2011-07-04T21:55:00.000+08:00

I am missing u. But u're missing from my heart. U're walking further and further away from me. Please don't look back once u walk away. It hurts more with that warm and caring look.

2011-07-03T01:51:00.000+08:00

我过的不好，因为我在想你。

以为自己很坚强，但是我想念你的臂弯。

2011-06-27T19:36:00.002+08:00

我在想你。

2011-06-26T22:00:00.001+08:00

不是不爱了。很爱又如何？

但是，如果给了第二次机会，依然不被珍惜，继续下去又有什么意义？

我有多少年时间跟你耗？

如果哪一天你遇上了更好的，你要我去哪里？

一个人的路很难走我知道。

但如果过了十年你才告诉我你要放手，我该何去何从？我该怎么办？

2010-12-29T20:39:00.002+08:00

想哭...

2010-12-27T19:28:00.000+08:00

我

快

要

受

不

了

！

会

疯

掉

的

！

2010-10-19T19:14:00.000+08:00

知道不是自导自演了，有比较好过吗？对不起

2010-08-08T23:12:00.000+08:00

noone will ever understand. i am not finding excuses for whatever that i have done. i just dont know why things become so uncontrollable. i'm hurting every one involved in this and i have no solution to this. i have no idea how it became like this and why am i stuck in this.

2010-08-07T18:02:00.000+08:00

我真得快要疯了！谁来救救我？该怎么做才能把伤害减到最低。把我杀了吧，真的。

2010-08-06T07:33:00.000+08:00

结束一段感情，并不需要用憎恨对方来让自己放弃，死心。。。

无论如何，对方始终也曾在生命里留下无法磨灭的记忆。

弦子 - 你是你的

2010-04-12T19:16:00.000+08:00

爱你爱得多忐忑
想想你似乎也总不晓得
翻开了秋日的相册
才发现你的表情并不深刻

爱你爱得多苦涩
却没想过到底值不值得
当你就这样说不要了
我突然明白了游戏里的角色

你要你的快乐
你选择你的选择
我只是个陪你疯了一场
短暂狂欢的过客

你要你的快乐~oh
你是绝对自由的
我只能在你离开后发现
你从来不是我的

在我为你付出一切之后
发现你是自己的

2010-01-27T05:04:00.000+08:00

should i stop watching 1 litre of tears? it makes me think a lot actually. life is so fragile that u can't choose what u want to be sometimes. it is destined. u can only live life as destined.

someone ever told me that i'm too pessimistic in thinking. after elaine sis baby's incident, jj's bro accident and this series, i think i've become even more pessimistic. we just cant get to determine our future. it's hard to be strong. even if u live life with all ur courage and strength, it sometimes doesn't turn out to be what u have expected.

2010-01-13T22:16:00.000+08:00

i love spm, frci and cge just as much as i love kim hyun joong!

It's all about christmas!

2010-01-02T03:38:00.001+08:00

xmas decoration 2009 at genting

one u and the curve outing

saw gon time at station 1

xmas dinner 23-12-2009 with classmates @ Chili's Mid Valley

pavilion xmas decoration & drinking session

2010-01-02T03:11:00.000+08:00

我爱他，轰轰烈烈最疯狂，

我的梦，狠狠碎过却不会忘。

曾为他，相信明天就是未来，

情节有多坏，都不肯醒来。

我爱他，跌跌撞撞到绝望，

我的心，深深上过却不会忘，

我和他不再属于这个地方，

最初的地方，最终的荒唐。

逃不开，爱越深越互相伤害，

越深的依赖，越多的空白。

心，狠狠痛过一次就够了。破碎的心，永远也拼接不起来。伤痕一直都会在。

from, 下一站，幸福。。。

我的下一站幸福，到底在哪里呢？

Happy 2010!

2010-01-01T04:46:00.002+08:00

Happy new year everyone! may joy and luck be with every one in the brand new year. as for me, i hope i wouldn't need to be alone anymore. i need a shoulder. hopefully 2010 will bring me lots and lots of good luck and love. i love my friends!

2009-12-22T17:18:00.000+08:00

如果明天的路你不知道该怎么走，留在我身边做我老婆好吗?

2009-12-20T22:53:00.000+08:00

why does bad things come again and again! why on earth do i have to live this kind of life! lady luck, where are you? show urself, please.....

13 DEC 2009 - 19 DEC 2009

2009-12-19T15:34:00.000+08:00

it's been quite a busy week last week, with all the assignments and test coming to me all at the same time that i can barely breathe. imagine staying at friend's place until 3am on a saturday night to do assignments while every one in the world is having fun elsewhere!

loi was here to surprise jean on her 21st bday. loi, u know u are making me feeling so un-xing fu! lol. i'm so guilty about this because i made him walking alone at klcc for 6 hours because of the stupid FRCI test! i'm sorry, loi. but blame the stupid lecturer plz. he wanted us to die! i've never seen any one worse than him, i swear!

loi, i have to admit that u're a romantic guy, despite all those bad words that u use to scold me and jean. haha. he had a 2-1 policy ba... one present every two hours through lucky draws ba! hai bu li hai, this kid... anyway, thanks for inviting me out on thursday. :) hope to see u soon, man. and jean, happy 21st bday in advance.

and next week's xmas week! hopefully the xmas dinner will still be on, cause it seems no one's talking about that... and i haven't bought any xmas pressie! and i haven't have any thing in my mind yet.. what's the best present that suits both guy and lady?

well, that's all about my busy week. till then..

Today....

2009-12-06T22:46:00.005+08:00

Today, loi told me: 'i'll be there, no matter what.'

thanks, loiz :)

2009-11-17T01:18:00.002+08:00

hello, buddies!

haven't been updating my blog for quite a while. been doing nothing lately. just went for a short trip to genting with friends a few weeks ago and won 30 bucks in the casino thanks to meiyee. :) and then went for 2012 today. it's nice and it makes me so scared to death suddenly. Life's so short man. couldn't imagine what i'd be like in 2012. i wish i could hug the one i love when i die on 21-12-2012. haha! hopefully the apocalypse doesn't come so early lar... LOL

A L O N E . . .

2009-10-25T22:47:00.007+08:00

I hate to be alone. Loneliness is a scary monster that eats u up bits by bits. I hate to cook for myself, eating every meal with no one but myself. I hate to order pizza and eat it alone on my birthday when every one has a surprise on theirs. I hate to be alone at home. When i feel like going out for a walk and i couldn't think of anyone who can go with me. When i hold my phone, scrolling down the phone book and realize that there is no one i could call. I hate being alone at night when it rains so heavily, the wind blows so strongly that it wakes me up from my sleep. I hate it. I miss home, badly.

一个人

2009-10-21T16:47:00.005+08:00

突然觉得。。。
其实，在世界上，每一个人只是另一个人的过客。
没有说谁没有了谁，就会活不下去。
朋友 or 男女朋友，好像真的只是互相利用的工具。
当一个人对你说，i'll be there, no matter what. 真的是一个很大很大的承诺。
但，又有谁真的可以做到呢？
我想，每一个人都是自私的吧。
当你的利益和他的利益互相冲突时，又有谁会真的愿意放弃自己的利益，帮你达成你的愿望呢？
或许每个人都是一样的，只是程度上的不同而已。
寂寞真的很可怕，可怕到无法想象。
夜深人静时，当你无意间想起鬼片里的某些情节而无法入睡，想打电话，却知道没有人会从睡梦中醒来陪你聊天，感觉真的很不好。
长大了，好像真的应该学习独立。
因为到最后，你都只会是一个人。

recently, i've been....

2009-10-16T23:52:00.020+08:00

i granted myself a 10 days study leave from 23 august till 1 sept and went back to miri. managed to have lunch with vin the worm bro on his bday on 25 aug. but i'm sorry this caused a big fight btw him and his ahem.
anyway, we had lunch at citrus and these are what we had.
vin's was some kind of cheese baked rice and mine was lamb chop.

notice the small ball ball? it was made out of potato and it was in a shape of a pear. it tasted yummy. :)
and i've straightened my hair and cut my fringe short too.
before after
after my exam, i went back to miri again for a 3 weeks holiday. during the semester break, i got myself a job that is to give tuition to rebecca. managed to earn some pocket money. wahaha! didn't hang out much with chyuan cause he's got something else more important to do now. :P but we still managed to go out for a drink on each saturday. we've found a new hobby. and lin, i'm sure u're gonna love it. come back soon and join us! and because the holiday was a lil bit too long, and my friends who are busy with their own stuff, i dragged my bro and sis out for supper some nights. the re was one night when we went to marina sea horse and had a drink there. it was nice, except for the mosquitoes.

and now i'm back in kl again.
hopefully this semester will be an interesting one, filled with short trips and shoppings la..

2009-10-11T23:50:00.001+08:00

i'm happy.

2009-09-01T17:19:00.002+08:00

An official ending.

I should be awake from all my dreams and hopes.

Goodbye.

2009-08-30T14:31:00.001+08:00

i need hugs, so badly as i couldn't stand anymore.

R.I.P. weewee 19.08.2009

2009-08-19T14:11:00.006+08:00

weewee is found dead this morning in his cage. Maybe it's a release from the sufferings all these while. rest in peace, weewee.

2009-08-15T02:52:00.002+08:00

my updated wishlist, though not gonna get any of it soon, but noone says we cant dream of it right?

a nice sharp-coloured sundress
perfume
any black-strapped elegant watch
rings
some nice t shirts for college
a pair of black shorts which the colour will never come off no matter how often i wash
colourful tops to brighten up my wardrobe
a nice pair of jeans that tighten and push up my gigantic butts
a manicure + peducure - just out of curiosity cause i've never tried it in my life
nice shoes, covered, high heels, flats bla bla bla....
an airticket to Taiwan
more money
friendship
love
luckssssssssssssssssss for my coming final exam, starting on 4 sept.

I'm gonna stop dreaming and go get some sleep.

Goodnite pals.

2009-08-11T01:52:00.002+08:00

It feels bad. it really feels bad. i hope i'd never need to do that and have that feeling anymore. Not anymore, i promise. i hate that. when i see it in the movie, i thought they were just acting it out and the feeling wasn't that 'over' as how they acted. But it really wasn't a good feeling. I wanna work hard with both my own hands. I will!

2009-08-10T00:36:00.005+08:00

起伏不定的心情，竟然把美好的星期天，搞的乌云密布。。。

自己的太多愁善感，太爱幻想着不可能再发生的事，

常常把自己逼入死巷。

失去方向的小鸟，

已经回不去纯真的年代。

黑夜，

请把我带走。

带我进入梦乡，

让我遨游在宽广无边的大地，

让我在没有烦恼，没有恨，没有心痛的地方，

自由自在的飞翔！

2009-08-08T02:04:00.002+08:00

hi guys, this is my new layout.. how is it? too girly for a girl like me? haha.. i think so too but i guess pink brings happiness and a sense of romance? i learning to widen it but i totally have no idea how to do it... can somebody help me? nothing much to blog about lately. i dont go shopping, seldom go out so nothing much to write. oh ya!!!! i regretted for buying that CK bag too early. gg called and tell me that robinsons was having its first ever member sales and it's 40% off the original price.. when i bought it was only 30%! and the mphosis slippers tooo.... omg. it's 30% off! i bought it at its original price 2 weeks ago... life's been good to me lately, i think. nothing much happen but mood swings doesn't come that often anymore.. :) a good sign i guess.. may all of u have great days every day too..

2009-08-05T22:12:00.004+08:00

things doesn't seem to go the way i like lately. financial problems, getting emo and mood swings almost everyday. how do i stop all these? i want a new life but why is it so hard? shall i go out to work now? haih.... life's hard for me. why does all these happen on me? i cant take it anymore. i need a shoulder. :( sorry to my readers. my blog sound sad lately. i'm not trying to beg for sympathy, i just need a place to complain and grumble. sorry if i made any one of u feel uncomfortable.

2009-07-31T21:25:00.003+08:00

one month and one day..and i still cant get used to it :(

i need a new life

2009-07-29T07:49:00.003+08:00

i'm gonna start by loving myself more and treating myself nicely. wish me luck pals. i'll be fine. no worries.

2009-07-24T23:27:00.003+08:00

i think i've probably gone crazy dy. i became a shopaholic since god knows when. and i buy even though i'm poor now. i think there really is something wrong with me. 2 bags within one week's time. a pair of slippers. a dress that i'd wear for maybe only twice or thrice a year. and the wishlist goes on and on. am i crazy? or something in my brain has triggered the shopping nerves. i dont know. i think i'm just mad.

2009-07-18T02:16:00.005+08:00

i need:

a nice wallet
black mphorsis slippers
a zara blue sun dress
navy blue or grey cardigan
flower printed top
a jeans vest
a big party
hugs
love
friends
lots and lots of luck
to keep fit
to go home.

2009-07-10T21:58:00.004+08:00

人一生只谈一次恋爱或许才是最好的。

因为经历多了，会麻木；

分离多了，会习惯；

换恋人多了，会比较。

到最后你不会再相信爱情，你会自暴自弃。

正在恋爱的人，请珍惜吧！

不要认为后面还有更好的；

不要认为还年轻可以晚些结婚, 因为爱情是不等年龄的；

不要因为对方不富裕而放弃，只要不是无能的人，勤劳可以让你们富裕的；

不要因为父母反对而放弃，你会发现因为这个原因而放弃爱情，将是一生的悔恨.

其实对于爱情越单纯，就会越幸福。

got this meaningful message from a friend this morning.. post it up to share with u all.. :)

要幸福哦！

2009-07-08T00:45:00.002+08:00

soul without a heart. a heart that is never gonna be full again.

2009-07-02T17:58:00.009+08:00

原来一直以来，我都是一个人在自编自导自演着我以为可以演很久的长篇连续剧。我以为的主角，只像是木偶，任由我摆布，感情并没有随着我自以为越演越烈的剧情，而变得精彩，丰富。这出连续剧，因为主角们的方向越来越分歧，对故事的看法，自然而然也变得不一样，终于再也演不下去了。连续剧终究要有个结局，才算得上是一部会令人怀念，记在心里的好戏。所以，不要因为一部剧的结束而感到难过，因为，回忆才是能陪伴你一辈子的。。。风筝扯得太紧一样会断线。它是属于天空的，自由才是风筝所追求的理想，不会因为一缕线而停止飞翔。。。。。

2009-06-28T23:36:00.004+08:00

总以为船刀桥头自然就会直。但接踵而来的，是越来越多的问题，好像撑不下去了。经济，爱情，好像都遇到了瓶颈，怎样都突破不了。我该怎么办？很需要一双温暖的手紧紧把我抱着，我快撑不下去了。。。

Marry a Chartered Accountant?

2009-06-21T02:27:00.003+08:00

I have a professional woman as my wife, a Chartered Accountant. She uses LIFO method while taking out the refrigerated food. She thinks I am not good in numbers. Fine with me, for now she handles the budget of the house. Initially she used to send me a bill at the month end, but when I told her that I am not her client but her husband, she now ask for the money in advance. The expenses had been rising steadily over the months, so one day I snooped into the papers maintained in a current file. No wonder! She was charging mileage and overtime to the house budget. She is crazy! I tell her but she corrects me. No honey, I am the auditor. I fail to see the light. Every scrap of the paper in our house is filed. She tells me as per some Ordinance she must keep a copy of every thing for at least ten years before destroying it. I am worried. The other day we had an hour-long fight. Later, I got to know that she had charged that hour to a client of hers, in the time sheet. My time was put down as unoccupied.She says that she loves me and I tell her that I love her too. However, she never believes me. She says that there is susceptibility of it being a misstatement. Duh! She wants my representation on this! Last year our house accounts got a qualified opinion I had not kept the supporting etc. of my purchases. Not a long time back my brother's wedding was to be solemnized. Wedding cards had been sent. After some time I started receiving a steady trickle of letters. I was puzzled until my wife explained that external evidence was more reliable. She had called for confirmations from all those to whom cards were sent. When she cooks, my wife at times does not go by recipe. Where the recipe says add half-teaspoon vinegar, one tsp black salt or one teacup of water, she ignores them. She says that they are not material when taken in context of whole meal being prepared. She is crazy, I tell you. Surprisingly everybody calls her an auditor, instead. I checked the dictionary and it did not state that auditor is a synonym for crazy. The dictionary must be outdated.When we got married, she had given me an Engagement Letter and I had said how cute-how sweet. Now she gives it to me every year saying that her standards state that it must be sent anew if there is any indication that I have misunderstood the objective and scope of engagement. Huh! Apart from sending me the engagement letter once again she says I can't get rid of her just like that. She says that she has the right of being heard before I appoint some one else.Phew! For a minute, I thought that we had jeopardized our going concern status. Duh! Dare I say so?? I am told by one of my female colleagues who is married to a CA that the scenario is even worse when the guy is a CA. Apparently he capitalized the wedding expenses as preliminary expenses and is writing it off every year. Also the time he spent dating his wife before marrying her is still under consideration for valuation... valuation of intangible assets.So guys please think twice.... should u really marry a CA? And yes please discount it by the appropriate rate to arrive at the present value of the risk of doing so!!!!!!! * nod nod nod nod nod * this is fun.. haha!

2009-06-19T10:04:00.002+08:00

all these while i've been working so hard for just one thing and i thought i'll be rewarded the way i want. but it seems that i'll never get whatever i wish. contradicting directions, extreme differences. i'm tired already.

2009-06-10T21:33:00.002+08:00

bad day. pan-fried my finger and cirit birit due to dunno what damn food i ate today. damn it!

2009-06-09T20:58:00.001+08:00

i'm not sure how long can i stand it this way. i'm not sure how do i finish this. i thought things would change to be better soon but it seems that it gets worse. i think the worse is yet to come. can i get over it? or do i just stop here.

Bistro de Nico @ krokop 10

2009-06-05T21:40:00.008+08:00

it's a fine dining place despite the price. :( lightings are good, nicely folded napkins, and great decoration. one shot before the dinner arrives. garlic bread with cheese that cost us bloody 8 bucks, if i'm not mistaken.

lasagna was nice but a lil bit too cheesy for me.

their mixed grill. nice one and it's rare that we see a mix grill with prawn on it. or maybe it's rare for me only. haha.

another shot of it as it's almost 50 bucks. sorry to the wallet. aiks...

2009-05-27T22:20:00.003+08:00

emo emo emo... been very very emo these few days... guess i just cannot get used to the life here. i need companion badly. never felt so lonely in my whole life. i know i'm bringing troubles to ppl these few days, complaining bout life here... sorry but i just cant help it. sorry bee for crying all the times, sorry chen and xiaoyu for all those complaints poured on u. dont worry bout me. i'll be okay soon. but still, :'(

2009-05-27T00:37:00.002+08:00

it hurts, it really does. those words will never be forgotten, never.

Restaurant Bavaria @ 6 May 2009

2009-05-25T17:41:00.005+08:00

french bread topped with cheese, tomato slices and onion. so expensive that it cost us 8 bucks for these 2 tiny slices of bread.

my beef stew. simon suggested that i have it with rice but i chose mashed potatoes instead.

2009-05-25T14:32:00.002+08:00

it's monday. went to school for lecture but it only last for 40 mins, with the lecturer talking crap in front of the lecturer hall. came back from college and i'm all alone again. i'm hoping i could sell my furniture set asap and move to a small room soon. and i'm almost broke. i need money badly... :(

life sucks

2009-05-24T22:50:00.002+08:00

it's my first night here, alone in kl. i doubt if i could survive this. i cant go back to miri and stop studying, i know. but i cant live here alone either. being alone here, all by myself aint easy at all. the first thing i need to do is to find a small room and move. 500 bucks per month for one master bedroom is too kick for mum. but who's there to help me move all those heavy furniture. and now here comes another problem. i've got 2 sets of bed racks, desks and wardrobe. i need to find someone and sell it off. but putting up notices at the notice board downstairs is going to cost me 5 bucks per week. if there's no one out there who's willing to buy my furniture, i'm gonna lose that 5 bucks * n weeks! and that adds up to a lot of money. everything needs money! damn! if i were rich, maybe all these aren't problems at all. i can just fly back to miri whenever i want, live inside this master room all by myself without the need to worry about the rentals, throw away the furniture and my problems are now all gone. but dreams will never come true. goodnite.

mummy's bday @ 24.04.2009

2009-04-28T00:31:00.005+08:00

it's mummy's bday on 24 april 2009. happy birthday. here are some pictures to be shared.

mummy and the eldest daughter of hers

the youngest bro

the couple

the family, a chai, auntie and the boyfriend

it looks like my bday yeah? that's because karson wrote in his moral folio that he was celebrating his sista's bday. and these photos are actually for his assignment. haha...

Banana Leaf Restaurant @ Centre Point

2009-03-31T17:54:00.004+08:00

went to this banana leaf rice restaurant for lunch with simon this afternoon. A special restaurant where u dont eat with plates. Instead, banana leaf is used. Rice, veggie and papadum (some indian keropok) is served on a big banana leaf. but the thing is, everything there is SPICY! so dont try if u cant eat spicy food.... :) papadum, bayam, potato with curry and fried bittergourd. everything is super spicy! (for me la, haha)

2009-03-09T23:35:00.003+08:00

好心没好报，狼心当狗吠. dont wanna care anymore, since nothing is gonna change and no one cares about it. to u, u and u. bye.

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felt like leaving everything behind and fly away to my own paradise and enjoy myself...

CNY

2009-03-03T18:36:00.006+08:00

The only few pictures taken during cny... everyone was so busy gambling until we forgot to take pictures... gamblers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-02-19T21:27:00.001+08:00

fakers and fuckers all around... damn it

wtf

2009-02-03T20:29:00.002+08:00

930, gone! everything's gone! everyone's gone!

It's paddington house of pancake!

2009-01-19T16:02:00.001+08:00

2009-01-12T15:51:00.002+08:00

不要再让我听到你的名字，我对你真的很反感！

最好别再来惹我！

Chili's Restaurant

2009-01-10T23:32:00.007+08:00

it's chili's! my favourite restaurant! went there with sis and bro last night cause bro came to kl and i figured i should treat him something nice... wahaha...

monterey chicken... the most ordinary food of the night.. poor a chuan... i love my lamb shoulder cause it's juicy and soft fresh... the mashed potato is the nicest of all mashed potato that i've tried in my whole life. the gravy was cooked with some cheese and unknown ingredients... kerry's beef and bacon burger. too big that he couldn't finish it ba.

my fav salad! i've always like caesar salad and always wanted to try make it myself but laziness has beaten me. i never even checked online for the recipe.. haha! will try it when i go back to miri....

smile..

2009-01-09T14:28:00.004+08:00

This week has been the greatest week of the semester.... Bee made a visit to kl so I skipped classes and went to meet him up. We had all our meals together, we watch movies and we walk along the road together, just like last time. It's been a long long time since him and I walked from the condo to the lrt, to anywhere else in kl. He came just right in time, before i have my exam. I was exhausted studying for exams so his appearance gave me energy!! haha... 13 days later......

LeSportsac

2009-01-02T18:43:00.005+08:00

xiaowan's got nothing to write so she decided to show off her collection... haha

she's been using the same pencil case since diploma first sem so her * partner bought her a new one as x'mas pressie. Thanks partner, she loves it a lot.

xiaowan sees ppl are collecting branded stuff, while she herself isn't rich enough to collect LV, Burberry or Prada. The only thing she can afford is this. So when she sees LeSportsac is on sale, she decided to get this mini cosmetic pouch and add in to her collection. More to come, but don't know when she's going to get her third item.

happy happy

2009-01-01T15:56:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

May every one's 2009 be filled with love, cash, and luck...

Enjoy!

FOOD FOOD FOOD!

2008-12-29T04:12:00.012+08:00

went to some nice restaurants lately, and taken a few pictures of the food i had..

This is taken last semester after my final exam but i didn't have the chance to post it up.

Planet Hollywood, elaine's favourite restaurant.. My first time there but it kinda disappoint me. It was a set lunch and i chose this deep fried beef. Not so nice but the environment there was good.. It's closed and moving to a new place but i dont know where.. :(

This dessert comes along with the lunch set. It's vanilla pudding with caramel. Quite best but i think Fratini's beaten it.

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Little Taiwan @ Avenue K

Erm, it's called claypot kueh tiaw with stewed beef i think, couldn't really remember... The raddish was so soft and the beef, it really melted once u put it in ur mouth u know... I love this dish. But according to my other friends, the other food there wasn't that nice so... ?

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Manhattan Fish Market

One restaurant that gives me a lot of memories, went there quite often with simon long time ago. Celebrated my birthday, christmas and new year eve there before... hehe.

This is taken when i went there ALONE for lunch after shopping at the PC fair to get simon his stuffs. It cost me bloody 40 plus bucks!

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Christmas dinner with classmates @ The Ship

My christmas dinner!! Grilled fish fillet. I wanted to order beef as i LOVE beef, but then i was super poor that day so i chose this which is half the price of the beef. Wish i had another chance to visit there again and i sure will try their steak this time!

2008-12-28T13:55:00.001+08:00

i'll be updating my blog as soon as i get all the pictures k? lei si bian partner, u know what to do.... wahahaha...

best christmas pressie

2008-12-22T16:23:00.002+08:00

i am so happy right now..... my exam timetable's out and i can go back for chinese new year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wahahahhahahhahahahhahaha........ 22nd jan, i'm coming..... wahahhahahhahahahahahhahahahhahaha....

...

2008-12-20T19:46:00.003+08:00

so much of everything but none of it is for me

another one...

2008-12-12T00:24:00.003+08:00

dunno why i like black colour so much... haha.. maybe it's easier to match with other colours for me as a kindergarten-level art student.... :)

life's precious

2008-12-11T14:41:00.006+08:00

a friend's sister just lost her baby, the baby was so near to birth, just a few weeks away, but she's now gone forever... a friend of a friend lost his life in an accident, thanks to a reckless truck driver who didn't follow the traffic lights... a friend of a friend fell down and was sent to the hospital, after a body checkup, he was told that he had cancer and he left the world 2 weeks after that... lives come and leave so easily that we cannot even predict when it's going to happen. aren't we lucky enough to have lived healthily for so many years, under the care and pamper of our parents and family? so stop grumbling if u have tons of homework that u cannot finish. stop complaining that ur mummy do not give u enough allowance. cherish ur own lives, live it to the fullest so u'll have no regrets when u get old.

randomness

2008-12-07T16:18:00.001+08:00

女孩，

对自己好一点，

因为，

没有人爱你比你爱自己多。

stewed lamb with carrot and yellow onion

2008-12-04T23:13:00.002+08:00

i cooked it for the first time and i succeed!!

it doesn't look nice but it tasted awesome, i swear...

2008-12-04T22:55:00.008+08:00

to finish off my unfinished post a long time ago...

i spoiled the noob angel, sorry gg....

christmas!!

2008-12-02T23:57:00.003+08:00

my christmas is going to be FUN!!! we're going to exchange presents, have dinner at the ship, then ice cream fondue at baskin robbins (i know haagan daaz is nicer but more expensive mar) then maybe luna bar!!!! cant wait till christmas.. cant wait till beebee come kl too! haha!

m o n e y !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-01T01:44:00.003+08:00

i need a lot a lot of money!!!!

i need money for my cny airticket because i miss u all so much
i need money to buy a pair of sneakers (i'm in love with a coach sneakers which is going to cost me bloody 332.50 bucks)
i need money to buy our x'mas present
i need money for new year clothes (though i might not be going back)
i need a lot a lot of money for everything!!!!!!

i'm a poor little girl (okay, i know i'm already 21) and i'm mata duitan!

my cute little boys

2008-11-24T23:39:00.003+08:00

damn it

2008-11-24T13:23:00.003+08:00

a L R i g h T! air ticket back to miri is 510 bucks one way, not yet including tax... guess i'm gonna spend my first chinese new year without my family, alone here in kl.... 甘愿咯！

about xiaoyu

2008-11-21T22:05:00.003+08:00

didn't get a chance to talk to xiaoyu lately.. especially with our msn problems.... but from her pm i think her beloved's back!!!!! am so very happy for her lar.... i totally understand the feelings and that i'm glad he's back... i know xiaoyu's been waiting long for this day to come.... girl, am sincerely super duper happy for u lar!!!!!!!!!!!! just, spend as much time as u can with him k? just stay sweet always... aiks, i know u will even if i dont say all these lar... haha! eeeyer, envy u a lot, girl.... hehe! 要幸福哦！

?

2008-11-20T20:36:00.004+08:00

is it too stupid holding on to something that u might not get? no promises that u'll get it. will u still strive for it? or will u just give up?

dUnNo?

2008-11-20T15:46:00.004+08:00

every one seems to be so sure of what she/he wants and they are moving towards their goals. how bout me? all these while my life is only sorrounded by one thing and i'm only focused on that. i never regretted about that but i know love isn't everything. should i start setting a goal for myself and work for it? i couldn't really see clearly the road in front and i dont know where i should go. i felt lost sometimes. i wanted to make my parents feel proud of me, i wanted to give them a better life, but i did nothing to achieve that. results are dropping and i'm just moving blindly.

2008-11-16T23:58:00.004+08:00

MISSING

ALL

F R I E N D S!

W O W

2008-11-16T23:11:00.004+08:00

i saw something amazing in facebook.... a senior from our secondary school is getting married... and technology now advances so rapidly that i find everything so interesting and unbelievable... well, forgive me for my sakai-ness.. haha! back to the topic, the bridegroom-to-be created an event page through facebook and there he can invite people and get confirmation on those who are and who are not going to attend the wedding ceremony.. the more amazing thing is that, they even have a website, where friends can view their wedding photos and leave some blessings and comments for them.... weddings nowadays have gone so IT... haha! though the couple doesn't know me, i wish that they could live happily ever after and congratulations.

Malacca Trip 08-11-2008

2008-11-10T18:28:00.036+08:00

xiaowan's been very busy these few weeks... went to quite a lot of places and did a lot of things lately... last saturday, i visited the historical city Malacca. I haven't been there for 21 years... :)

i didn't sleep the night before, probably because i was too excited about the trip.

gg picked me n kangwei up at 6.30 and after meeting meiyee and elaine, we went for a dim sum breakfast at somewhr near puchong. that was my first dim sum meal in kl.. it was nice, and i ate a lot of prawns there. I LOVE PRAWNS!

well, i cant really remember what time we reached malacca. I was too tired so i napped for a while in the car while listening to elaine talking.. haha!

once we reached malacca, we went for a go kart race.. i'm a noob!!!! the go kart was way faster than those we had in genting and i was scared. therefore, i was one lap slower than the others... haha! but i think there's something wrong with my car too... (trying to find excuses to cover my noobi-ness)

nice view. taken where we parked our car.

Christ Church Malacca

These are some pictures we shot at the historical attractions there but i can remember none of the names of those places.. forgive me for my forgetful-ness!

We took pictures even when we're inside the shopping mall... Dataran Pahlawan is the biggest shopping mall in Malacca if i'm not mistaken... :)

Some old time trucks, aeroplane and train... i admit i'm a lousy poser...

Jonker Street

The famed-ball ball chicken rice... It wasn't too delicious but it's a must eat if u're here in Malacca. Tourists are meant to be cheated.. haha!

We then had desserts inside an old dessert house.. The 5 bowls are different cendol ice. Look at the size and guess how much does each cost? u wouldn't believe that the normal cendol is only RM1.70. Even durian cendol and mango cendol cost us only RM2.70 each. In the next pic stood nyonya asam laksa and fried fish balls and seafood tofu. I didn't try it because according to meiyee and elaine, it was super spicy. I dont eat tofu too. But it looked nice rite?

as u can see from the picture, it's a small path way with trees planted on the sides, leading to a tea house inside. we wanted to have a drink there but too bad it's not open in the afternoon so we could only take picture at the gate.

the windmill

guess what? this is a convenience store!

we took a boat ride along the malacca river and i took a lot of pictures of the buildings at the sides of the river. according to the guide, in 2011 all these buildings will be changed into cafes and hotels.

the ancient ship near the malacca river. a place worthwhile to visit.

satay celup!!! this can only be found in malacca so u must try it if u got the chance to visit malacca. but the satay sauce was too spicy that i couldn't stand it. i had 2 glasses of drinks ba!

after meal we went to the pirates park where eye on malacca and a tiny pirate ship are found. it is located just beside the river. all the buildings beside and the bridges are decorated with light bulbs. an ideal place for photo taking! hahaha...

we went back to jonker street and had a walk at the night market thr.

yea, happy hour!!!! 5 bottles of carlsberg for only RM39 bucks, but we cant finish it so we did something very paise... we dapao the beer ba!

we left malacca at 10.30pm. The trip was full of excitement and fun! oh ya, bee, xiaoyu, pei, chen, siang, chyuan, bing, sen, loi, dongchiang lin, vin and ping, dont complain me for being heartless k? i've got some little things for u all but dont expect too much la.. hehe... i'm just a poor little girl... wahaha.. i hope we could go travelling one day together too.. we've known each other for almost 10 years and we've never visited any place together except the one at sg rait.. sad case

someone says

2008-11-05T00:00:00.003+08:00

别人说：陪你一辈子的人，不会是你最爱的人。

我希望你不是我最爱的人，因为我想要陪你一辈子。

~by anonymous~

xiaowee's lunchtime!

2008-11-04T17:23:00.003+08:00

dont u think he's cute?

xiaowan's first experience of syringe feeding xiaowee

2008-11-04T14:19:00.005+08:00

oh ya oh ya... forgot to tell u all that i syringe fed my baby for the very first time last night! he looked so hungry and ate a lot.. i guess he haven't been eating for a super long tume that's y he was eating non stop ba... and syringe feeding is not that difficult afterall...

L A Z I N E S S

2008-11-04T14:10:00.004+08:00

my 100th blog entry!!! haha! officially announcing that xiaowan has just been awarded the laziest girl in the world! she's been absent from college since friday... and today she's slacking at home too cause she went up to genting and acted as rich persons, enjoyably drinking caffe mocha from starbucks and couldn't close her eyes until 7 sth in the morning!!!!!!!! owh, i think simonling's gonna abandone her soon if she continues to be so lazy... sorry la, baby.... hehe! i'm feeling so guilty now, i had better do some homework... tata!