it's 3 days now.. i think i'm feeling better.. I know we have to strive for our future and this is what we must go through... I have faith in u, i have faith in myself, i know we can pass this. After this, our relationship will definitely be in a more matured and stable stage. If we can fight long distance relationship, nothing can tear us apart anymore... Take good care of yourself over there.. Do not fall sick...I'll miss u and love u like i always do... See u in 118 days...

23rd may... starting from today onwards, i'll have to be strong. I know i must. Without him by my side all the time, i'll need to do everything all by myself. This will be a tough test for both of us. We can sure pass it. I must have faith in him. 2 and a half year later, we can see each other every day again... maybe it'll be hard for the first few days, i promise i'll be okay after that. I'll try and get used to it and not let everyone worry bout me.. We'll do it together. I'll be good.