please give me more time.. i'm trying really hard to loosen my hand.. i really am... though i feel stress too but i'm willing to try, for me and u, for our love...
my love, i know we're far apart from each other, but i believe our heart will always be together... i need a lot of strength... i will be strong... i know we can pass this tough test together...
Mum was right... I'm not married to you, i have no rights to control you or stop you from doing anything you like... I think i get what she's trying to say and i think i know what i should do... It takes time but i'll try, for u and for me...
我不停地叫自己放开手，给大家多一点空间，但我真的很难做到。。。 真的很不能适应看不到你的日子。。。我的不安全感回来了。。。我真的很难放开手，很难。。。 我知道我很自私，但是，没有你在身边的日子，你似乎多了很多朋友，多了很多很多的计划，但都不包括我。。。我是自私精！！！
xiao yu.... good news, at least for me i think it's a good news, to tell you... hehe! we manage to make up again... i hope this time it will last long and he'll appreciate me more than ever... you'll feel happy for me right?
THANKS A LOT to XIAO YU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
for the blogskin, for listening to me all the time, for spending time reading my blog and for everything you've done for me... i'm glad we managed to make up after so many years of quarrel last time.. hahha! glad to have u in my life...
it's gonna be tough these few weeks, but i know u can get through it... take care and be strong, girl.. i'll be there for u, just like what u do to me all these while....
why are you making my life so difficult????????????
i keep telling myself to forget bout you but i keep dreaming bout you every night... and when i wake up, i disappoint myself again and again... i know everything is not real, everything was not real even since 3 years ago..
天天想你，天天问自己，到什么时候才能告诉你。。。
天天想你，天天守住一颗心，把我最好的爱留给你。。。
也许缘分已尽，我依然想陪在你身边，i miss u...
i know u wont be reading so i can speak out what i really feel inside here.. thanks xiao yu for creating this wonderful place for me to grumble and share my feelings here...
Dinner at Sri Petaling golf club
these are the yummy food i had at the restaurant at sri petaling on friday... :)
kangkung belacan.. i dont know how describe it but the belacan just tasted differently from those i've eaten before...
salad prawn - nice dish but too little...
at first i dare not try this because it's tofu.. then GG told me to try as it does not have any weird smell like a tofu so i tried.. it was nice!
sweet and sour chicken... not that nice because it is cooked using chicken breast and i dont really like it...
owh!!!! the nicest fish... i love it!
marmite crab... the most satisfying and delicious dish of all!
i had a great night that night cause haven't eaten such a nice meal since god knows when.. haha...
