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起伏不定的心情,竟然把美好的星期天,搞的乌云密布。。。

自己的太多愁善感,太爱幻想着不可能再发生的事,

常常把自己逼入死巷。

失去方向的小鸟,

已经回不去纯真的年代。

黑夜,

请把我带走。

带我进入梦乡,

让我遨游在宽广无边的大地,

让我在没有烦恼,没有恨,没有心痛的地方,

自由自在的飞翔!

hi guys, this is my new layout.. how is it? too girly for a girl like me? haha.. i think so too but i guess pink brings happiness and a sense of romance? i learning to widen it but i totally have no idea how to do it... can somebody help me? nothing much to blog about lately. i dont go shopping, seldom go out so nothing much to write. oh ya!!!! i regretted for buying that CK bag too early. gg called and tell me that robinsons was having its first ever member sales and it's 40% off the original price.. when i bought it was only 30%! and the mphosis slippers tooo.... omg. it's 30% off! i bought it at its original price 2 weeks ago... life's been good to me lately, i think. nothing much happen but mood swings doesn't come that often anymore.. :) a good sign i guess.. may all of u have great days every day too..
things doesn't seem to go the way i like lately. financial problems, getting emo and mood swings almost everyday. how do i stop all these? i want a new life but why is it so hard? shall i go out to work now? haih.... life's hard for me. why does all these happen on me? i cant take it anymore. i need a shoulder. :( sorry to my readers. my blog sound sad lately. i'm not trying to beg for sympathy, i just need a place to complain and grumble. sorry if i made any one of u feel uncomfortable.
one month and one day..and i still cant get used to it :(

i need a new life

i'm gonna start by loving myself more and treating myself nicely. wish me luck pals. i'll be fine. no worries.
i think i've probably gone crazy dy. i became a shopaholic since god knows when. and i buy even though i'm poor now. i think there really is something wrong with me. 2 bags within one week's time. a pair of slippers. a dress that i'd wear for maybe only twice or thrice a year. and the wishlist goes on and on. am i crazy? or something in my brain has triggered the shopping nerves. i dont know. i think i'm just mad.
i need:
  • a nice wallet
  • black mphorsis slippers
  • a zara blue sun dress
  • navy blue or grey cardigan
  • flower printed top
  • a jeans vest
  • a big party
  • hugs
  • love
  • friends
  • lots and lots of luck
  • to keep fit
  • to go home.

人一生只谈一次恋爱或许才是最好的。
因为经历多了, 会麻木;
分离多了,会习惯;
换恋人多了,会比较。
到最后你不会再相信爱情,你会自暴自弃。
正在恋爱的人,请珍惜吧!
不要认为后面还有更好的; 
不要认为还年轻可以晚些结婚, 因为爱情是不等年龄的;
不要因为对方不富裕而放弃,只要不是无能的人,勤劳可以让你们富裕的;
不要因为父母反对而放弃,你会发现因为这个原因而放弃爱情,将是一生的悔恨.
其实对于爱情越单纯,就会越幸福。

got this meaningful message from a friend this morning.. post it up to share with u all.. :)  

要幸福哦!
soul without a heart. a heart that is never gonna be full again.
原来一直以来,我都是一个人在自编自导自演着我以为可以演很久的长篇连续剧。我以为的主角,只像是木偶,任由我摆布,感情并没有随着我自以为越演越烈的剧情,而变得精彩,丰富。这出连续剧,因为主角们的方向越来越分歧,对故事的看法,自然而然也变得不一样,终于再也演不下去了。连续剧终究要有个结局,才算得上是一部会令人怀念,记在心里的好戏。所以,不要因为一部剧的结束而感到难过,因为,回忆才是能陪伴你一辈子的。。。 风筝扯得太紧一样会断线。它是属于天空的,自由才是风筝所追求的理想,不会因为一缕线而停止飞翔。。。。。