想哭...

我

快

要

受

不

了

了

！

会

疯

掉

的

！

知道不是自导自演了，有比较好过吗？对不起

noone will ever understand. i am not finding excuses for whatever that i have done. i just dont know why things become so uncontrollable. i'm hurting every one involved in this and i have no solution to this. i have no idea how it became like this and why am i stuck in this.

我真得快要疯了！谁来救救我？该怎么做才能把伤害减到最低。把我杀了吧，真的。

结束一段感情，并不需要用憎恨对方来让自己放弃，死心。。。

无论如何，对方始终也曾在生命里留下无法磨灭的记忆。

弦子 - 你是你的

爱你爱得多忐忑
想想你似乎也总不晓得
翻开了秋日的相册
才发现你的表情并不深刻

爱你爱得多苦涩
却没想过到底值不值得
当你就这样说不要了
我突然明白了游戏里的角色

你要你的快乐
你选择你的选择
我只是个陪你疯了一场
短暂狂欢的过客

你要你的快乐~oh
你是绝对自由的
我只能在你离开后发现
你从来不是我的

在我为你付出一切之后
发现你是自己的

should i stop watching 1 litre of tears? it makes me think a lot actually. life is so fragile that u can't choose what u want to be sometimes. it is destined. u can only live life as destined.

someone ever told me that i'm too pessimistic in thinking. after elaine sis baby's incident, jj's bro accident and this series, i think i've become even more pessimistic. we just cant get to determine our future. it's hard to be strong. even if u live life with all ur courage and strength, it sometimes doesn't turn out to be what u have expected.

i love spm, frci and cge just as much as i love kim hyun joong!

It's all about christmas!

xmas decoration 2009 at genting

one u and the curve outing

saw gon time at station 1

xmas dinner 23-12-2009 with classmates @ Chili's Mid Valley

pavilion xmas decoration & drinking session

我爱他，轰轰烈烈最疯狂，

我的梦，狠狠碎过却不会忘。

曾为他，相信明天就是未来，

情节有多坏，都不肯醒来。

我爱他，跌跌撞撞到绝望，

我的心，深深上过却不会忘，

我和他不再属于这个地方，

最初的地方，最终的荒唐。

逃不开，爱越深越互相伤害，

越深的依赖，越多的空白。

心， 狠狠痛过一次就够了。破碎的心，永远也拼接不起来。伤痕一直都会在。

from, 下一站，幸福。。。

我的下一站幸福，到底在哪里呢？

Happy 2010!

Happy new year everyone! may joy and luck be with every one in the brand new year. as for me, i hope i wouldn't need to be alone anymore. i need a shoulder. hopefully 2010 will bring me lots and lots of good luck and love. i love my friends!