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i need hugs, so badly as i couldn't stand anymore.

R.I.P. weewee 19.08.2009

weewee is found dead this morning in his cage. Maybe it's a release from the sufferings all these while. rest in peace, weewee.
my updated wishlist, though not gonna get any of it soon, but noone says we cant dream of it right?
  • a nice sharp-coloured sundress
  • perfume
  • any black-strapped elegant watch
  • rings
  • some nice t shirts for college
  • a pair of black shorts which the colour will never come off no matter how often i wash
  • colourful tops to brighten up my wardrobe
  • a nice pair of jeans that tighten and push up my gigantic butts
  • a manicure + peducure - just out of curiosity cause i've never tried it in my life
  • nice shoes, covered, high heels, flats bla bla bla....
  • an airticket to Taiwan
  • more money
  • friendship
  • love
  • luckssssssssssssssssss for my coming final exam, starting on 4 sept.

I'm gonna stop dreaming and go get some sleep.

Goodnite pals.

It feels bad. it really feels bad. i hope i'd never need to do that and have that feeling anymore. Not anymore, i promise. i hate that. when i see it in the movie, i thought they were just acting it out and the feeling wasn't that 'over' as how they acted. But it really wasn't a good feeling. I wanna work hard with both my own hands. I will!

起伏不定的心情,竟然把美好的星期天,搞的乌云密布。。。

自己的太多愁善感,太爱幻想着不可能再发生的事,

常常把自己逼入死巷。

失去方向的小鸟,

已经回不去纯真的年代。

黑夜,

请把我带走。

带我进入梦乡,

让我遨游在宽广无边的大地,

让我在没有烦恼,没有恨,没有心痛的地方,

自由自在的飞翔!

hi guys, this is my new layout.. how is it? too girly for a girl like me? haha.. i think so too but i guess pink brings happiness and a sense of romance? i learning to widen it but i totally have no idea how to do it... can somebody help me? nothing much to blog about lately. i dont go shopping, seldom go out so nothing much to write. oh ya!!!! i regretted for buying that CK bag too early. gg called and tell me that robinsons was having its first ever member sales and it's 40% off the original price.. when i bought it was only 30%! and the mphosis slippers tooo.... omg. it's 30% off! i bought it at its original price 2 weeks ago... life's been good to me lately, i think. nothing much happen but mood swings doesn't come that often anymore.. :) a good sign i guess.. may all of u have great days every day too..
things doesn't seem to go the way i like lately. financial problems, getting emo and mood swings almost everyday. how do i stop all these? i want a new life but why is it so hard? shall i go out to work now? haih.... life's hard for me. why does all these happen on me? i cant take it anymore. i need a shoulder. :( sorry to my readers. my blog sound sad lately. i'm not trying to beg for sympathy, i just need a place to complain and grumble. sorry if i made any one of u feel uncomfortable.