如果我的想法得不到你的认同，那我又何必那么在意你的看法呢？

心痛得快死了，眼泪也流干了，你在哪里呢？我们的心离的好远好远哦。

我在你心中，地位真的那么那么卑微吗？

What else can I expect from you? No one is ever putting themselves in my shoes and think for me. I am an outsider, always will be. 

I thought being married to you is the happiest thing I have ever had in my life. But it seems you're only thinking for yourself and your own family. 

Do I not deserve at least a little bit of privacy in my own room? 

I have always been told that being honest to my own husband is the best way to keep a healthy relationship. You're now the closest to me So you should know how I always feel. But I am always hiding my own feelings, fear that it might hurt and ruin our marriage. But have you ever asked whether I am happy? Have you ever cared about me?

I tried not to express my feelings but you are trying to scold me for some little things i did? Very good.

心里太多的委屈和想法能对谁说呢？

兩个人在一起，最舒服的不应该是能畅所欲言，让对方知道自己的想法吗？

但我怎么觉得根本不应该对你说任何的心事或想法？想法的不到认同，完全没有我说话的权利。

有时候在想，当初的承诺呢？但有时候却又不得不提醒自己，承诺都是骗人的。又不是17，18 谁的小孩，承诺这种东西，是能够相信的吗？太天真了吧。

好难过啊，有话却不能说，有自己的想法也不敢告诉你，全都只怕破坏了原有的感情。

我变得好不像我自己哦。

😔

想要有个属于我们三个人的家.

家不需要很大，容得下我们三个就够了。

我想要舒服自在地在客厅看电视，想煮饭的时候就到厨房里下厨，想偷懒时有个阳台，可以靠在沙发上晒太阳。

愿望什么时候会实现呢？或许，永远都不会实现吧？

才发现，原来，不是把心里话说出来就会得到自己想要的。不是把心里话说出来就会得到该有的安慰和理解。 还是把话放在心里吧，没人懂就没人懂。反正你也不在乎。