noone will ever understand. i am not finding excuses for whatever that i have done. i just dont know why things become so uncontrollable. i'm hurting every one involved in this and i have no solution to this. i have no idea how it became like this and why am i stuck in this.

我真得快要疯了！谁来救救我？该怎么做才能把伤害减到最低。把我杀了吧，真的。

结束一段感情，并不需要用憎恨对方来让自己放弃，死心。。。

无论如何，对方始终也曾在生命里留下无法磨灭的记忆。