All of my life, I've been.....

想哭...

我

快

要

受

不

了

！

会

疯

掉

的

！

知道不是自导自演了，有比较好过吗？对不起

noone will ever understand. i am not finding excuses for whatever that i have done. i just dont know why things become so uncontrollable. i'm hurting every one involved in this and i have no solution to this. i have no idea how it became like this and why am i stuck in this.

我真得快要疯了！谁来救救我？该怎么做才能把伤害减到最低。把我杀了吧，真的。

结束一段感情，并不需要用憎恨对方来让自己放弃，死心。。。

无论如何，对方始终也曾在生命里留下无法磨灭的记忆。

弦子 - 你是你的

爱你爱得多忐忑
想想你似乎也总不晓得
翻开了秋日的相册
才发现你的表情并不深刻

爱你爱得多苦涩
却没想过到底值不值得
当你就这样说不要了
我突然明白了游戏里的角色

你要你的快乐
你选择你的选择
我只是个陪你疯了一场
短暂狂欢的过客

你要你的快乐~oh
你是绝对自由的
我只能在你离开后发现
你从来不是我的

在我为你付出一切之后
发现你是自己的

should i stop watching 1 litre of tears? it makes me think a lot actually. life is so fragile that u can't choose what u want to be sometimes. it is destined. u can only live life as destined.

someone ever told me that i'm too pessimistic in thinking. after elaine sis baby's incident, jj's bro accident and this series, i think i've become even more pessimistic. we just cant get to determine our future. it's hard to be strong. even if u live life with all ur courage and strength, it sometimes doesn't turn out to be what u have expected.