Bad feelings

Started to worry bout things which is going to happen in two months' time. How'd my life be two months in the future? Actually, i couldn't bear to start imagine how life is going to be without him.. The past one year, i saw him even more than mummy saw me, and after graduate from diploma, we'll be separated. Can i still lead my life like normal? Or will i just miss him too much that i cant even concentrate with my studies here? Frens have been advising me that i get more frens to hang out with, so that i can prepare myself to start a life without him being able to be by my side all the time. ARGH!