frankly, i'm stressed after all these, but i still wish to do something for us. I hope that this will work and we'll continue to be good. Being alone is hard, but who isn't alone in this world. I know no one can accompany me for the whole life. Being independent is what i need to do now. Sorry that i ignored some of ur advices, my friends, but i know what i am doing. Please give me the strength and i hope what i've done all these while is worth it.