life sucks

it's my first night here, alone in kl. i doubt if i could survive this. i cant go back to miri and stop studying, i know. but i cant live here alone either. being alone here, all by myself aint easy at all. the first thing i need to do is to find a small room and move. 500 bucks per month for one master bedroom is too kick for mum. but who's there to help me move all those heavy furniture. and now here comes another problem. i've got 2 sets of bed racks, desks and wardrobe. i need to find someone and sell it off. but putting up notices at the notice board downstairs is going to cost me 5 bucks per week. if there's no one out there who's willing to buy my furniture, i'm gonna lose that 5 bucks * n weeks! and that adds up to a lot of money. everything needs money! damn! if i were rich, maybe all these aren't problems at all. i can just fly back to miri whenever i want, live inside this master room all by myself without the need to worry about the rentals, throw away the furniture and my problems are now all gone. but dreams will never come true. goodnite.